I am not skinny. Nowhere near it. BBW better describes my physique but that was not always easy to admit to myself or anyone else. Mostly because I hated my body with such an unbearable intensity. Partly because I did not always feel as big as I was. Having so many skinny friends sometimes made [...]
Six
You have a way of persuading my thoughts and taking over my mind – it is coercion. Somehow, you have programmed me to believe that you have my best interest in mind and that my long-term happiness is your long-term goal. But you betray me. You see, all you ever do is force me to [...]
liar, liar pants on fire, fire
Let’s just pretend for a second that you’re a good person, that the lies you told were to protect me from something you knew would hurt me. Let’s just pretend that maybe they were even lies you made up on the spot without any rehearsal or premeditation. Let’s just pretend you experienced so much guilt [...]
